Wow this question left me in absolute shock. J and I were laying on the couch last night watching a movie. Out of nowhere J asked, " Can we try for another baby?" UH WHAT?! Are you out of your damn mind? I feel like I've lost mine this last year, especially the last month, and you ask me that? Of course I just told him that we'd talk about it later, but I couldn't even think about getting pregnant now. I am still grieving for Kamryn and I know that he just wants another baby to take the place of her. No other child could EVER take the place of her.
I am just so flabbergasted that he would even say that. Back in May or June the thought had crossed my mind when our doctor said " the best therapy for losing a baby is to have another one as soon as possible." Then it made a little sense. Now however I sit here thinking " Who the hell was he kidding?"
AND THEN THERE WERE TWO
10 years ago
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Wow, that is a shocker. Maybe he just wanted to practice! LOL You might want to ask him where you would even find the time to devote to that, since you do work TWO JOBS.
Hang in there.
Love ya'
Michele
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